I may not be the one who wrote the words to this song..but this sums up perfectly what i need to tell you

I DARE YOU!!!

"I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me the chance
To prove that I'm the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts"

Thanks adele from me and im sure from a lot more out there...thank you for putting into words and putting melody to our innermost feelings.

Again...I DARE YOU!!!

Currently feeling: crushed

Currently feeling: crushed

As my tweets says....

"it was a night of needles, food, painting, music, tarot, alcohol and lesbianism"

A lot of fun for one night!!!!

Needles.....i finally tried it!! Acupuncture, slimming acupuncture actually. So i've been dieting a lot lately, but i notice im not sheding the pounds and my tummy is actually even getting bigger. I Think this is the biggest my tummy has ever been and it really is bothering me big time. I was silently hoping i was preggy..at least i can justify it right? And if you know me....you know im not a fan of the gym. So instead of signing up for gym, i surfed the net and found...tadaahhh...SLIMMING ACUPUNCTURE! I grabbed my friends and we went to the clinic. When we got there...the doctor suggested that i dont do it, instead ask my friend (my healthy uber cute friend) to have the slimming acupuncture! LOL!!! Hilarious tackless doctor are you, haha!! Well anyways, so i went through the evaluation and he found that i have some sort of blockage in the mid part of my body. I dont remember exactly what that means for me..but basically whatever those stuff that needs to flow are not flowing properly. Supposedly, i went there for the evaluation only...and then he goes and stuck this needle on me! Apparently we're starting the acupuncture already...so i was like..yeah fine, lets do this! It was interesting..and ticklish and i especially liked the compressor thingy...this belt wrapped around me being filled with air...compressing my stomach and then i can hardly breathe...i liked it!!!!

The needles thing have taken up so much space already so let me just quickly go through the other things that happened that night...

Food...korean dining where you order the meat and cook it yourself...plus korean soup and spicy kimchy, greatgreatgreat!!!

Painting...we visited a friend in her painting class and i signed up for another program myself!! Can't wait to start painting again =)

Music...open mic in pigeon hole...amazing artistic chillout place

Tarot..2 of my friends tried it...i didn't bother to...seems to me like the tarot card reader was just telling them what they wanted to hear...wouldnt waste 10dollars on that

Alcohol....souju and the bacardi breezers...perfectly tipsy

Lesbianism...if my friends are reading this i bet they'll think its me..but its not...well not this time...LOL!!

There's one more thing i forgot (intentionally) to include in that night's tweet....coming out=p

Well for me..thats where my night ended...but for some of my friends...i think there were some more!

Amazing night!!! Looking forward to another night like this!

Currently feeling: creative

Come out come out li'l bro!!!

I think you'd be so much happier once you're out. You know i know, im just waiting for you to say it out loud. Go ahead and embrace it....that's who you are and there's nothing wrong with it!!! (well at least not for me...)

Currently feeling: naughty

Day in day out i do pnl, I compute income i explain variances...i look at options, exchange rates, market prices ....blah blah blah...

But what does it mean? Is it a better world because of pnl? Who created interest rates swaps in the first place??? Did it really help us or did it just make our world complicated? Would have it been better if we just maintained the barter system?

Im not complaining...this is a nice paying job after all. Im just asking...what the hell does it really mean? How am i helping the world with what i do? Or am i helping at all?

I envy those who can easily see the meaning in their work...like teachers. I've always wanted to be a teacher. What the hell happened?

....mind farts

Currently feeling: bored